手汗

其实，我的手掌会流汗
只要一紧张
好像考试，presentation, 检查成绩
我的手就会像刚洗完手那样，流很多汗
还记得上次检查我final exam的成绩时
整个laptop湿湿的
不紧张，手汗也会流个不停
很恶心，对吗？

记得有一次
去一间面包店买面包
要还钱时，我流着汗的手
不小心动到后面一位中年妇女的手
她……
立刻动作很大地抹她的手
其实有hurt到我咯。
搞到我因为我的手而自卑

是有手术可以做啦
可是，没有那个必要。

我姐姐曾经开玩笑说
以后我的男朋友会不想牵我的手
可是……她也有补充
如果他喜欢我，他不会介意

那个不介意我有手汗的冬瓜
几时要出现？
没关系
我还有大把时间，才18岁
可以慢慢等 XD

他们还笑我说
如果我去沙漠
没有水喝也不会渴死
因为我可以舔我的手汗 =.="

我知道这个post很random～
原谅我啦，我睡不着。
Okay啦，我承认我想太多了。

I will.

Wait for the boy
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats
who holds your hand in front of his friends
who thinks you are pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of
how much he cares and
how lucky he is to have you. :)

:/

我要的东西
真的很简单
一就是一
二就是二
不要1.2，不要2.4或3.85
它们太复杂了
不适合我

If you could see me now.

Hello. This is the book I'm reading now.
Still, book from my favourite author.
Her words, her sentences and the way she describes everything,
perfect.
The storyline. Awwww~ So sweet! <3
I might finish it by tonight.
Can't stop reading now. Climax!

I wish I can have an imaginary friend like Ivan.
Day dreaming again.

Dream big.

The final exam results released yesterday. I'm satisfied with my results. :) And I didn't disappoint my family members! The best part was the moment when I saw the happiness in their eyes. Especially my dad and mum. It's like finally huh? After SPM results, the ugliest thing in my life. The results are quite unexpected. Keep on checking whether it's my student ID or not. But then, there's still a long way to go! Now I'm worrying about Malaysian Studies, the evil subject. Please let me pass. :/ Okay should stop crapping. Nobody wants to listen to my grandmother stories I know.

Hmm, yesterday, my brother told me that results are just a passport, if you want to fly, you need to know how to find your wings. What he said is true. I shouldn't leave my dream behind. :)

Back to KL. So sad. Busy life is going to start again yet my heart is still in KT. :(

下雨了

其实我真的很讨厌生病
全身热热的
又呼吸困难
晚上睡觉也睡不好
特别讨厌全身没力的感觉
什么事都不能做

两天没帮妈妈做家务了
又每天出去
很内疚

那天要晒衣服时
我打开洗衣机
很多很多的衣服
我就“哇”了一声
妈说
你才知道辛苦啊？
听到这一句话
整个人傻着
我才18岁，晒衣服就腰酸背痛
妈几岁了？
每天一大堆工作等着她
我帮的，算得了什么……

我不知道我为什么这样emo
可能是下雨了
又打雷了
我不喜欢打雷……

明天就可以知道成绩了
希望成绩不会让我觉得我很没有用
也希望病快快好起来。
星期日就要搬家了
忙碌的日子就要开始了
我真的很不想回去……

未来的一部份

为了看到更多这样的风景
我决定
买一架相机
还有还有
去学驾车

我要自己一个人驾车到处乱乱跑！:)

相机是不会这么快买啦
没钱 :)
关于驾车
明天我就要去听undang了咯!
不用每天给人家笑
18岁了，undang都还没有听
也不用麻烦别人
去哪里都要人家载
希望uncle明天不要放我飞机！

如果你还想看到我
不想我明天8个小时一个人听undang闷死
找我！:)

National Marching Band Competition 2010

Rehearsal.

Fion & Me! :D

The Best Conductor 2010! *in my heart*

Spot Fion!

Went to "KIWA" to overnight with band members.
Wow, it's freaking cold okay!
I'm protecting myself from cold like what you can see in the picture above. XD
The best part is,
aeroplane passed by every 5 minutes.
The sound is very annoying.
I end up: sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up.

Spot the yellow us! :D

Form 5, Form 6 and Form 7?!

Supporters and The Best Drum Major! :D

The feeling is weird when I'm not performing and watching as an audience. We shouted like crazy people just ran out from Tanjung Rambutan! And I got sore throat on the next day. Swadaya's performance was awesome. Although they've made some mistakes, but that's the best they gave. We do enjoy their show. :) Colourguard section is good! Improved very much compared to last year! Same as last year, they've been announced as 2nd Runner Up. But that's not a big deal to them. They said they have done the best. :)

This year's supporters were in STRIKING YELLOW. The shirt is nice and the colour as well. Thanks to the one who made these T-shirts. :)

Oh and, Tor Yenming, the very yeng Drum Major, finally got The Best Drum Major award! Weeeheeee! He rocked the stadium! Congratulations!

Again, I enjoyed the show very very very very much! Thanks for the great show, thanks for making my day Swadayians! :)

Swadayian For Life.

Unexpected call.

I just received a call from Ah Siang few minutes ago. He's one of my friends in NS. I'm shocked because we didn't contact each other much since NS ended. He's currently studying in Penang. Out of a sudden, I miss everyone of them so much. Everyone had started their own life. I'm such a bad friend. Should start to contact with everyone I guess? I can still remember we were very close with each other in that 2 months because there were only 17 Chinese in our camp. I miss their sweet smiles, and I miss everything we have done together.

Yew, Fu, Phua, Yew Puay, Chau, Hui, Hao, Siang, Pang Wei
Ling, Peaw, Yeng, Vien, Shan, Tong, Peei
Hope everyone of you is fine!
I miss you all!

Don't ask me.

"I stared into your eyes and I literally got lost in your gaze while we were talking. For a while there it seemed like all you did was to move your mouth without breathing a word. Nothing you said was going into my head because I was so enamored with how cute you are."

Found this.
That's exactly what I feel.

I'm done trying.
But it seems like you don't really care,
so why should I? :)

Happy Birthday!

This was last year's 17-years-old-Jizai.
Still a cute boy!

This is the recent 18-years-old-Jizai!
Changed into a handsome guy huh!

So, yesterday was Jizai a.k.a Chin Guo How a.k.a Jeff Chin's birthday! Haven't really celebrate with him since I just reached KT few hours ago. As you can see from pictures above, he had changed a lot! But no matter how, he's still the Jizai in our heart! Anyway, may all your dreams come true and good luck in your studies! Never give up! See you tomorrow! XD Happy 18th Birthday my friend!

开始过着猪的生活了

我，考完试了！现在正在享受那种什么都不用想的生活。
这次考试，只能说我准备不充足咯。希望不要令我的家人失望。
我答应！Semester 2 我一定会很很很努力的！一拿到 Lecture Notes 就会摸清它们的底！XD
不要不相信我！相信我啦！

我今天，睡到自然醒。然后，就很轻松地去吃早餐～ 有没有很羡慕我？XD
没有压力的生活，真的很棒！可是，只可以维持两个星期罢了。
开学了，就没有了～

我会尽量在这个假期 update 多多，可是不是现在。因为我要去看戏了。

还有还有，东西是你的，就是你的。
抢回来的，没有意思。我最近领悟到的。

掰掰，不要想念我！羡慕我吧！哈哈哈！XD